twenty three years

wow..today is definitely..tiring! yet it's my birthday.. i even took a nap before cutting my cake..heh

oh no..i only have 10 minutes before 2010 come..better hurry, before my computer turned off sebab terlampau panas~

anyway, like always, thanks to all yang wish! i feel bad, because i didn't wish some of their birthdays..huhu..i'll try my best to return the birthday wishes next year, insyaAllah!

the best part of today is when i got to watch Tohoshinki's live performance in NHK Kohaku SOng Battle! yay! best birthday performance ever..haahha..eventhough it's not really for me, but since it's my birthday, i'd like to think they're performing for me..kehkeh~ so delusional~

it's 12 am already! can't believe 2010 is finally here..exam in less than 5 months! omo..!~

the weekend

this is probably the weekend. when u dun feel like doing much even though tons of works are piling up on your desk..

when yesterday's class ended, i just feel like going back to my room and relax..to breathe..at last... i went out for a movie and window shopping for a while..it's great! after a long tiring weekdays, that's the best! and end up waking up late this morning..hehe~

got another tough weeks coming..please give me strength..yeo ilshimmihae! ^-^

currently listening to FT Island..luv their songs! :)

seasons of engangement

i have less than an hour before i need to go back to the hospital. just stopping by the office to use internet, aih..susahnye hidup tanpa suis..takleh nak on laptop pun..boleh je kat luar tu, but, my room is far more comfortable and the most important thing is...internet coverage is better..huh~

anyway, hopefully there'll be bedside teaching for us today..so that everyone can finish their turn to present..just trying my best to get everyone present to fill in logbook and to gain more knowledge in this surgery posting. my fave posting during my 3rd year. but only now i realized i dun really know much about this posting until 2 weeks ago..all i could remember during my 3rd year is how we were all so terrified of our lecturer that i cant even remember me learning something from the ward except examining patient. huhu

5 more weeks to go for this surgical posting. but so many things to do. need to complete seeing forensic cases some more...keep moving..fighting!

oh yeah, congrats to all my classmates yang dah bertunang dan berkahwin baru2 ni..hopefully sume berkekalan hingga akhir hayat..amiiinnn~~~ :)

hmm..10 more days..~~~~

drama marathon

i'm currently watching back to back episodes of You're Beautiful..and my heart is beating so fast (dupdupdup ~ 200bpm).. hensem nyaaaaaaaa...hahaha..the drama ended a while ago, but i only decided to watch now since i've completed downloading all episodes..oh my..i'm melting..melting...~~~~totally in love with him..Hwang Tae Kyung-shi is so damn cool! love him! saranghae! ^o^ ^o^~~

my december..

tomorrow is wednesday already..like always, this is how i spend my holidays. getting up every morning and turn on my laptop, get connected to internet then start downloading and downloading..so many things i've downloaded but still haven't watch..oh, how greedy! then i just cant move from my sit and stuck in front of my laptop for almost whole day..what am i doing?? no discipline at all! nappu yeoja (ye ke..?)! hehe~

oh it's december already..come what may..30 days before my big day..i dun know when i started to have this idea, but i thought getting a year older kinda cool..i dunno..wait until i'm 30, and still live the same life as right now, maybe i'm gonna regret having this thoughts..haha..hopefully it'll be good, insyaAllah..~

meat weekend~

selamat hari raya aidiladha..it's finally our mid term break! one week only..yeah...huhuh

anyway, next week i'm officially out of serdang campus..for another 8 weeks? then have to go back to serdang for 2 weeks? haih..all my life spent in upm is about moving here and there..so tired! but what to do..only less than 6 months left..then hopefully i'll leave this place in peace..amiiinnnnn~

there's one thing that i couldnt understand since the past few days. it bothers me at first but now....i just thought..whatever! i dun understand why people never explains..but if they think not explaining is better, then it's fine. coz i think i'm getting used to people like that..all the time! whatever..~ i think something is wrong with me coz i keep losing people around me, but these people just left and never tell me what is wrong so that i can change. i assume it has to be my fault, but truthfully, i dun even know what i did wrong..really dun know..it cant be their fault if the same thing keep happening to me? it cant be that i'm destined to meet the same people who's going to leave in the end? it has to be my fault, but really can't figure out what is it... aigoo aigoo~

ho yeah..~

Finished my ortho exam today! Yay! I hope I did well..huhu..somehow I feel a little bit disappointed coz I couldn’t present my case well..stumble upon my words. Argh..my English has not really been good but now I can feel it’s getting worse especially when I speaks. The right word doesn’t come out like what I have in my mind. Heh~

Anyway, I’ve been spending the last 12 hours watching videos and more videos.. yaaa.. case write up number 2 belum siap lagi..got 2 more days and 2 more weeks left for our ortho posting, really want to do it well since it’s our only chance before we finish our study. But as much as I want to do well and concentrate on my studies, I am easily distracted by the Korean entertainment thing right now.

I just can’t stop myself from downloading..and downloading..currently having interest to watch IRIS- as the rating for every episode is high, so it must be some good drama isn’t it? But at the same time also I don’t want to miss my almost-forgotten crush Jang Geun Seuk acting in You’re Beautiful! Haih..~~ since the rising interest in DBSK, now all my old Korean drama habits came again..i’ve stopped watching Korean dramas a few years (or a year?) ago, last time was Hong Gil Dong (with Geun Seuk of course..) then going back to American series and now going back to Korean series (plus Korean variety shows and Idols thingy right now!) even worst..we only have less than 6 months to final professional xm!


Currently I’m loving ‘Park Bom-You & I’. sweet!:)