Thursday, June 2, 2011

pause

well..it has been a while since i last update this..and yea, today i'm taking a break from everything..yess..every single thing..i just want to stay away from that place..hopefully i'll have a good 4 days rest and go back to work on Monday with a new feeling..i dun know, lately i feel like i havent been myself much..i became annoyed so frequently, as if i lost my sincerity..i really cant stand feeling like this.. i feel lost.. i dun know where should i go or to whom should i turn to..hmm

anyway, we lost a friend along our journey..it was definitely really sad..he was a really good person and a good colleague to work with..hope he'll rest in peace~~

i really hope things will be good to me..and i hope i'll be a happier person..since the last 3 months, i can count the moments that i was so happy and i laugh so hard..to be exact..three times..only three times..i feel so fake..