tomorrow is gonna be a new day..for everything..Alhamdullillah, with Allah's blessing we are able to leave the 7th and 8th floor..really, i left that place without ever wanting to go back again.i hope it wont happen, but if it was destined for me in the future, probably Allah have a bigger plan for me..huhu..
anyway, the first time i spent my holiday gaining d most precious knowledge ever..i was so frustrated at first because my plan to go away from this place doesnt seem to work..suddenly so many things happened and no one seem to be excited about it except me..and i cant go somewhere alone, coz i dont want to and it was not possible to travel alone..in d end i joined the weekend course by al-Kauthar and like i said, i gained d most precious knowledge..so Allah do have a better plan for me..i hope i'll be consistent..
i had so many things to write bout the last few months, and even the last few days im in medical but i don't know where to even begin because there were so many things. but i think it was d most emotionally, mentally and physically stressful experience for me..(so far, compare to d other 2 postings :P)..when i tried to reflect how i was the last few months, i think i became an evil person..i have so many things to hate..really, i was not sincere and i complaint too much..i talk badly about other people and i think i become selfish also..-_-
ya Allah, i really hope i can be a better person..i hope this new posting will bring me more knowledge n experience so i can be a better person in d future..amiin~~
