Friday, April 17, 2009

one-hour hospital admission

today, something is totally wrong with me. i don't know what is it but it's just not right. i woke up today feeling healthy and good, driving to kg baru from my home, attend my bedside teaching, even do a short case with my lecturer today. then boommm..ceh, mcm ape je. heheh. anyway, i was suddenly feeling like i'm going to pass out, my hands are extremely cold and cyanosed, and i feel my body is burning up. thanks to my beloved lecturer, he noticed me and able to get me a bed :)...in antenatal ward..sweet..the nurses thought i'm pregnant. (huhu). i almost believe that there is an air cond in the ward, it was so cold but yeah, i'm definitely hallucinating. thanks to my friends who helped taking my VS. :D

anyway, i hope i'll be in a good state of health before my exam this wednesday. please, i want to do well in this final posting in our 4th year. before stepping into the 5th year. just a few days more. chaiyok!

Monday, April 6, 2009

unplanned

last week, i planned so many things:

a) I planned to go through our attachment in gynae ward with peace in my mind..huhu
b) I planned to go to see my doctor and hear good news
c) I planned to drive my car (of course)
d) I planned to attend Khidmat Masyarakat program on Saturday
e) I planned to go to ward on Sunday to find my last CWU
f) I planned to study for exam this Tuesday (tomorrow)

but NONE of it happen last week

Unexpected things happened. So unpredictable

One thing that makes all the bad things feel good is..
to have your family around
to have EVERYONE in your family gathers
for this unforgettable moment

Al fatihah buat Abg Aaseem who passed away on 4th April 2009. Semoga roh beliau dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.



Kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukannya..~

--> I'm smart enough not to act stupidly and hurt the one that i respect most