Sunday, September 27, 2009

raya on our own

anyway, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin. sorry to all my frens coz i didnt really sent out sms or emails or wall post on fb to wish hari raya..bcoz..i was not in a good mood prior to this hari raya..so many things happened justttt before raya..and justtt before ramadhan ends. cobaan~ bukannye ape sangat, but when one massive stressful thing happened, it can trigger all the stressful memories to appear..again and again (mcm lagu 2pm..hehe)huhu....~

so this year, we (me and my sisters) were celebrating hari raya in airport. we went to KLIA on the first night of raya--> parents going to Stockholm..we went to Subang airport on 2nd day --> our beloved doctor starts working on 2nd day..and last but not least LCCT on 4th day --> sending off our brother back to Kuching..that's the beginning of 'doing our own things' at home during holiday..haha..procrastinating and going out to shopping malls. luckily it's raya time, so we dun have to worry much about foods. and yeah, because it's raya, i GAINED 2 KG!!

and not to forget, congrats to Wawa on her engangement..:):)

oh yeah, i'm breaking the rules againnn (junsu's part)..kehkehkeh..i got Mirotic the 4th album..yeah..(best2)..but i like secret code better, i think..but i still love themmm ^-^

oh, and during this raya break, i didn't fail to study other things which unrelated to medicine. this time, i'm studying korean hangul..kahkah..at least now, i can read words written in korean..heh..tapi tak terer lagi, i need some time to spell and read it properly, haha..but now, when i see the korean writings, it's not so foreign to me like before :P *wink2*

this is the last day of raya break. cepat pulak masa berlalu. i hope my parents will arrive safely tomorrow.

last but not least, let's study orthopedics!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

oppppssss..

ahhaaa...

yesterday's bukak pose session was the best..hee..thanks dayah! arigatou...!

and i did it..uhuh...

guess what i did? i break the code..'The Secret Code'..and it reveals 5 gorgeous guys with great songs and dance moves..yay!! i love them! tohoshinki des! *excited excited*

2 more days..tak sabar nak cuti but at the same time trying to develop interest in new orthopaedic posting..huuuu

oh yea, i forgot to write down about our batch gathering last saturday. it was great and fun..haha.. especially during our 'coffee talk' session in OldTown..i felt like we were filming 'Happy Together' show during that time..haha..but i was sleepy the whole time. heh.. anyway, it was great to see all those people who came..really, everyone has grown up. most of them has got their degree and started working already. cool..i have 236 days to go..arkk..but still need to improve in soooo many things. hwaiting! (^o^)~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

finding lost time..

yesterday was officially my last day in ObGyn Department...and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....i want to scream..i dun know why but the past one week i'm a bit lost..i worried about so many things that in the end i didn't study as well as i should.. and yeah, it shows in my exam yesterday, my examiner said i did the worst among others. haih~ it seems i've completed my Obs notes but actually i havent read it thoroughly, just flipping through pages, as if i knew everything already. then when i got PPROM for my exam, hah, there you go..i can't even put things into pieces and screwed up..listening to fetal heart with Pinnard some more..ooohhh..doushite..doushiteee..~~i was so blur the whole week that i even forgot to call my parents before going to xm, which i normally do, to get their blessings. after coming back home only i realized that. i passed, but i'm disappointed in myself for not knowing why i was like that and wasted my whole week for nothing. *dush dush!*

anyway, so far my performance is going down, compare to 4th year..why? i dun know. but i thought i did well, but in exam it just shows that i've been so perasan the whole time. haha..so, new posting starts next week --> Ortho! hope i will get out from my misery and do well. hwaiting! il yeolshimhihae!