it's been a while..while writing this post i'm listening to We The Kings- Say You Like Me..hehe..i like the song..fullstop!
anyway i just came from KB after attending a national convention.cewah..it's regarding Hospital Mesra Ibadah..alhamdulillah, it was a good course and i gained a lot of knowledge.. i'm getting a better understanding about fiqh..but there are so many things that i need to know..so i have to read more..i'm trying my best to put my life in balance..:)
well,after attending the convention, i had a new spirit of going to work..i was grateful to Allah how i was blessed with His knowledge in healing..as we all know, any disease comes from Allah and only Allah knows best regarding the cure..well, my sentence is not really the real quote, i hope it is okay for me to interpret it in such a way..anyway, back to today's story..so life is full of challenges..as i'm trying to be a better person, Allah gives me a test today..a test on my patience..huh..it was so hard..so hard to stop myself from exploding and hurt those around you that my chest hurt so much..yup, my chest is hurt..not my heart..hehe..anyway, i'm not allowed to complaint or whine..how can i complaint when Allah has give me another chance to wake up this morning and continue my duties in helping those in need :) but as a human, i'm not perfect,so there was a time that i ..hm..to be exact, for a moment i was questioning myself..but again, Allah knows best..may Allah forgive me for my ungrateful moments..-_-
so far if you ask me regarding the so called flexi hours..if i have to rate between like and dislike, my meter would be more on the latter..i lost my weekend..i lost track of time..and i lost my opportunity to learn during weekdays..the job is tiring no matter how u try to adjust it..so i think i just have to get use to it and cherish every opportunity i have to gain more knowledge..insyaAllah~
