just one..

last 2 days was our finishing school program and i cant believe that i actually attend all the sessions. yes, i was one of the many people who complaints about it and was like ' no i'm not going!'. but at the end of the day, when so many people using 'oncall' as an excuse, i thought it was pretty lame and yeah, i decided to attend all the sessions even though i am actually on call on that day.

anyway, yes, at first i thought it was not relevant for any of us, because after we graduate, we'll be working in one of the hospital in malaysia which would definitely train us as a houseman. it's true, in terms of fresh graduates, compare to other courses, we don't need to do resume and going through the job hunt. but later on in the future, the program is actually useful if we are talking about post housemanship thing. now i know what i have to anticipate and prepare for things in the future, it actually helps to broaden my views about working life.

so, now i'm doing my senior ObGyn posting..2nd week already. hope i'll improve! aja!

new love

haa..i'm writing again? huhu..too many free time at home.eh...

anyway, this unexpected holiday really makes me lazeeeeyy..i've not been doing anything except study........!study about DBSK aka Tohoshinki aka TVXQ! hahahaha..will this help in my Pro 3 May next yr? definitely NOT! so terok..haih..can anyone help me? help me to stop doing nothing and start doing sumthing.

3 days..3 days at home and not studying anything. huwaaa..feel bad, but whenever i start to open my book, my brain suddenly feels like not having enough oxygen getting there and i feel sleepy. but when i start watching DBSK in YouTube, i feel so refreshing, my heart is beating fast, my eyes are wide open and i'm focusing on them (especially YooChun!*faints*:P). i should feel like this when i'm reading medical books. but why? doushite?mou doushite (jaejoong's style.hehe)....why is it so hard for me to focus????

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. [please listen to DBSK-One..the song is great! :) ]