the best selection

anyway, it's really been a while since i last updated this thing..well, so much things have changed and happened..k-pop, k-drama..k-medical school final exam??? hehe..erkk

for now i have to say goodbye to all this..yes.my exam will be in 2 weeks..really really want to do well..this is it..the finale..the 5 years hardships and stresses..i'll pray for everyone..fighting!

still have a few minutes before maghrib..nak test cd baru: Tohoshinki The Best Selection 2010..annyeong~~~ -_-

super day!~

ohho..i'm supeeerrrr tired right now...just came back from....




hehehe..if it wasn't for this ticket, i probably wouldn't go..because i'm not a big fan of them..but i dont dislike them..how i wish it was DBSK that i saw just now..huhu..i felt like screaming to EunHyuk please send my love to your best friend Junsu and DBSK fellowmates! hehe..^o^


i had fun..really! super junior were super funny..i like the part they did 'f(x)=chu' parody..ahahaha..lawak gila ok..heechull..aaa..speechless..ryeowook mmg cute..kekeke~and i enjoyed watching 'Sorry Sorry' dance..tak sangka dapat tgk live..i really like the dance. thanks to my ELF rumate (miss arin) at least i know a few of their other songs. =p

(My 2mp hp camera-bad quality :P)


anyway, this whole day i spent driving, walking and i'm totally tired..but i finally got myself a professional & simple Swatch..new watch! yeah..i can't hide the fakeness of my 'Nike' watch anymore..huhu


alrite..need some sleep and rest..hopefully tomorrow i'll be fully charged! study and case write up!! fighting!~ ^-^

Mystery Thursday

I wanted to write yesterday but I was so tired the moment I landed on my bed I fell asleep.

Anyway, yesterday had so much of mysteries! Haha. ‘Mystery’ was definitely the word of the day.

Starting in the morning, I met a stranger who was a bit friendly and was talking about blah blah blah. And the moment we went separate ways, that person asked for my number. I said no thank you. Huhu. Right now, I dun even trust giving my number even to the person I’m familiar with, inikan plak stranger. I’m really not into making new friends right now. Blergh~

Then the funny thing happened. We met this woman who practically had been living in the ward as a guardian for the past few days. She knew a lot..a lot of mysterious things. Hahahaha..that’s when we felt like everything was a mystery..the newspaper also had lots of mysterious stories. yesterday was fun..i hope today will be better..amiiinn~

ah, need to complete my discussions for case write up..one more to go..aih, week 4 is almost finishing, gor 3 more weeks..sempat ke nak present case? hopefully everyone will do well in this final posting! fighting !! ^-^

p/s: how come everyone end up wearing pink yesterday? can you find out the answer..mysterious isn't it? (hahaha)

trapped!~

anyway, sumthing funny happened just now..hahahah
our roommm..haih..so much trouble..but we were trapped for about 10 minutes (i think)..in our room..haha..so funny.. nasib baik shikin and zuha datang membantu..yeah, they're the best door breaker person in town..haha..no la, just kidding!

anyway.....i'll try my best to be cool..not gonna get panicked anymore! fighting!~

orchid day

ah...huhuhu..i'm freaking out..suddenly i'm panicking by myself..

i need to be alone..tenangkan fikiran..huhuhu

there's no other place like home! ^-^

aihs..exam is around 2 months.. -_-``

huhu..miss my dong bang shin ki..hehe

hwaiting!! ^-^

february's note~

well..it's been a while..i've been busssyyy for the past few weeks..finished anesth rotation..currently doing the final posting of the sem..MEDICINE! i want to do well..yeo ilshimmihae!!

what's new?not much..i've been watching God of Study lately..and the drama is great! it already ends in korea but the subtitles arent out yet..uh, cant wait! ^-^

life has been a little bit off the rail..i mean, i was a bit distracted by something..uh, my unlucky chapter of my life. whatever. i was good until last thursday i got this bad dream..arghh..it was so bad it disturbed me emotionally, but i think i am better this time..yes i am!

i've been thinking hard, how do i become someone who speaks her heart and express her feelings well? i'm not good at that at all..i really wish i could confront people and speak heart to heart with them..let them know my true feelings and intentions without me feeling embarrassed about it..argh, it's so hard to become a better person. i guess i dun have the courage yet probably because i'm scared people would judge me. i've been living like this for the past 24 years, probably i need more time. but i'll try best..i want to be able to convey my message well. and dun get panic and distracted but small small little things..hhuhu~

positive and happy

I’m trying to convince myself that I’m a happy and positive person who would take challenges with a smile..but today, something sooooo bad happened! And I cant smile..i wanna cry..huwaaaaa..there was a small accident and a small part of the car is ruined..but I’m sure the repair cost not gonna be small..aaaaa..

Why ?? When I was just planning to save some money..bukan rezeki la kot..i guess it’s true..that it’ll be difficult for me to mengumpul kekayaan..ah, what the heck..but I really cant help but feeling guilty towards my parents. I can’t take care of the car properly. Sob2~

nevermind..tomorrow i'll start a new day with a smile :)

Anyway, i’m back to square 1. February is the new year for me. Heh..i didn’t know that surgery was so stressful that by the time the posting ends only it came..hopefully with restarting this, everything will be in balance.

I’m a positive person. I want to live a happy life. I don’t hold grudges. And I don’t care about unimportant things anymore. If I did something wrong, please tell me what I did wrong and forgive me. I’ll try to improve myself ^-^

*listening to SNSD-Into a New World.. sulpun ijen annyeong..~haha :P