Sunday, February 28, 2010

february's note~

well..it's been a while..i've been busssyyy for the past few weeks..finished anesth rotation..currently doing the final posting of the sem..MEDICINE! i want to do well..yeo ilshimmihae!!

what's new?not much..i've been watching God of Study lately..and the drama is great! it already ends in korea but the subtitles arent out yet..uh, cant wait! ^-^

life has been a little bit off the rail..i mean, i was a bit distracted by something..uh, my unlucky chapter of my life. whatever. i was good until last thursday i got this bad dream..arghh..it was so bad it disturbed me emotionally, but i think i am better this time..yes i am!

i've been thinking hard, how do i become someone who speaks her heart and express her feelings well? i'm not good at that at all..i really wish i could confront people and speak heart to heart with them..let them know my true feelings and intentions without me feeling embarrassed about it..argh, it's so hard to become a better person. i guess i dun have the courage yet probably because i'm scared people would judge me. i've been living like this for the past 24 years, probably i need more time. but i'll try best..i want to be able to convey my message well. and dun get panic and distracted but small small little things..hhuhu~

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