2 more weeks

i was about going to sleep but suddenly i feel like randomly writing an entry here.no particular subjects to write about. probably a little bit about work and my progress in life..haha..whatever sangat

anyway, work is okay..it's getting interesting each day but i still have a lot to learn. i feel i'm getting used to the new environment and liking it, hopefully it will lasts till the end. last time when i was in medical i used to hate ED for admitting so many medical patients. haha. now i'm in ED i understand why. coz the people cant just stop coming to the hospitals..there are always sick people everyday, every hour, every minute and every seconds. huhu..not that i'm whining bout it, just i felt guilty thinking bout how i was insincere when i was in medical. now i'm sure those in medical would hate it just as much as i did but i cant blame them coz they havent been here. 

anyway, there are always ways to get some motivation while working..haha..i got mine :P..i know in next few years i'll be laughing at myself for this kind of motivation, hahaha, but at least it made me happy to come to work. and talking about sincerity, again i am reminded by this kind of feelings you get when you're sincere. you won't feel annoyed..at all..seriously! but sometimes as a not so perfect human, there's this tiny part in my heart which has less blood supply and almost become ischemic that sometimes had ungrateful thoughts. hehe..i have to control it before it became infarcted, that time i would definitely lose all my sincerities..please don't ever let it happen, ya Allah~

i dun know what else to rumble about..hurm, less than 2 weeks left to remind me of the day i was expelled out of my mummy's womb..alhamdulillah for everything, i'll always remind myself to be grateful. hopefully something good will happen next year too..aminnn ya Rabb :)